I finished my last class today :):) I'm not sure what my grades are yet, but I'm pretty sure I made all A's!! Especially since I made a 97 on my speech about inducing labor!!! I made a 97 on my first speech, a 93 on my second speech, an 89 on my third speech (I hated my topic), and a 97 on my last speech! That's great considering I thought I sucked at public speaking! Lol. And that was my hardest class, so if I made an A in there, I am certain I made an A in my other two classes.
Now I can finally relax.. well, sort of. I plan on getting the house completely organized, so when Brentley gets here I won't have to worry about any of that. And then of course, I just want to spend as much time with Grace as possible. I try not to think about it much because it makes me sad to think that she is not going to be my only baby anymore. I already have so much love for my little man, but I haven't met him yet, so it's hard for me to believe that I could ever love anyone as much as I love my baby girl. I feel horrible because it's like I'm cutting her love and attention in half. I guess it will all work out though.
Tomorrow is going to be a busy day... my dad's car broke down and it's in the shop, so I have to take him to work tomorrow morning. Then, my mom has to go to the dentist tomorrow, so Grace and I are going to go watch my brother and sister for her. Hopefully while I'm there I will be able to put the rest of my baby shower pictures up :)
Hey Girl, congrats on your grades! ;) You worked really hard for those grades. I can tell. But now you can relax and take time to completely focus on the Babies for awhile.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry you feel that way, but I think it will all turn out. Instead of cutting their attention in half, just try to give them twice as much attention, and try to have some alone time with them frequently.
Anytime you want to hang out, text me! :)p
Believe me it will all work out! Haha!!! You will love them equally...I know ts hard to picture. And you won't be cutting her time in half or even having less time with him... You'll see....you just find more time. I have 3 and juggle them all just fine. Plus Grace and Brentley will forever have each other. Giving grace a sibling is one of the best gifts that you can ever give. And once you get home and settled from the hospitable you will be like I can't believe there was a time when he wasn't here. Feels like he has always been a part of us. Ellanoa is 7 months tomorrow and I can't imagine life without her. I look at Kaedyn and Charleigh and think...wow it was really just the 2 of them...haha and I use to stress about stuff getting done then. Ba ha ha!!! Like I said you will see;)
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